The VisitationsAs a small child I deeply loved and lost both my favorite aunt, Rosie Celeste and my maternal grandmother, Nella. I was devastated by their deaths and still, almost 40 years later, miss them with every cell of my body. This is a very brief explanation of only one of many experiences I have had with them since they left the earth. My aunt and I were extremely close. We shared our birthdays and have the same middle name, Celeste, a name that is carried by one female in each generation of my family . She lived in a little house behind my grandma's house, a few blocks away from my house, and I visited her almost daily. She moved from California to Florida when I was 7. I saw her only 2 more times before she was killed in an auto accident at the age of 39. I was so upset I did not go to the services or want to know anything about them or the details of her death. I wanted to pretend that she was still alive in Florida and that someday I would visit her. Many years later, when I turned 18 years old, I moved away from "home" and into the little cottage that my aunt had lived in when I was very small. I was even sleeping in the same room she slept in when she lived there. One night while sleeping, I woke up because I felt a pressure at the foot of the bed, like someone was sitting down upon the edge of the bed. I was scared. Who was in my house, my room? I was afraid to let "them" know I was awake so I slowly opened my eyes and glanced over the blankets to see who or what was there. I saw my aunt just as young and beautiful as I had remembered her, sitting calmly, smiling at me with great love in her eyes. She was very real appearing except that she was semi-transparent. I couldn't believe what I saw, so I closed my eyes really hard and then opened them again. She was still there. I did not think of trying to speak to her. We just looked at each other for awhile and then I fell back to sleep. The next morning I called my mother and asked her what dress she had buried Rosie in. She told me that she went to a department store and bought an Angelic-looking, flowing white sleeping gown and matching robe for her. That is exactly what she was wearing when I saw her. The first visual visit from my grandmother was a different type of experience, several months later. I was looking into a mirror that was above the fireplace, checking my hair, when my grandmother's face appeared in the mirror as if she was standing behind me. She was also semi-transparent. It was very brief--just long enough for me to recognize her, turn to look over my shoulder (nothing there) and back at her face in the mirror where her image slowly faded away. I used to "feel" them often, like they were in the room with me. And once in awhile I would dream about them. They died 9 months apart of each other and I know that they are always together. I know that they will be waiting for me when I cross over. *Note-- It was at this point that I had intended to end this story but the Angels are telling me that I must add these somewhat unpleasant details. They say that this part will help and comfort some people who are grieving over loved ones that died a violent death. As I said, I did not know much of the details of Rosie's death, just that it was a car accident. I was only 10 or 11 when she died and my mother spared me the graphic details. A few years ago my mother "forgot" that I did not know all the facts and let it slip that my aunt's accident was a particularly violent one and that she was badly mangled and decapitated by it. The Angels want everyone to know by my experience of seeing my aunt as a young, beautiful, WHOLE woman that no matter what condition a persons body is in when they leave the earth, that they are restored to vibrant health and beautiful perfection in their eternal body.--Troika Celeste Germain |